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Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
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10:32 pm
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| Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
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2:15 am - finally got a piece of the pie.
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so.
i quit school. yeah, i'm a beauty school dropout. let me go watch grease.
i broke up with jon. he's mad at me.
i'm working full time at pet kingdom. it's a wonderful job.
i've got a casual relationship with a coworker. hott.
that about sums it up.
current mood:  content
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| Friday, January 9th, 2004
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9:28 pm - tis been quite a while
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well, for any of you livejournal readers/voyeurs who still read this journal, here's an update on my life:
first and foremost, jon and i are on a break... at least for a month. although we're both kind of pretty sure it will end in a break up. we've done this on good terms, as in we still love eachother and all that jazz. we just have too many differences and things we can't change. that's the way love goes sometimes, i guess.
i work at pet kingdom now, and i love it. i've had a lot of hours the past few weeks but it will be cut down to 25 starting monday because of school. speaking of which, i start sunstate on monday. i'm happy about it. but yeah, about work... i love it so much, and most of the people are awesome. the ones that aren't awesome are thankfully the ones that everyone hates and will be fired soon.
how many people can say their job requires them to play with monkeys?
max and akula were staying with us for a few months, but now they're back in gainesville, and i bought myself a new puppy. he's a black shar-pei that looks like a manatee, and i named him walter. he's so awesome. you'd have to have a heart of stone not to love him.
i work 7:30am-8:30pm tomorrow. so it's off to bed for me. hope everyone's doing as well as i am.
current mood: content
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| Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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5:55 pm
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01. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
graduated high school, had sex, dyed my hair completely black, dyed my hair partially pink, lots of other things
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
made none.
03. Did someone close to you give birth?
i don't *think* so.
04. Did anyone close to you die?
my prairie dog that i had for nine years.
05. What countries did you visit?
none.
06. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
a more active life.
07. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
09/09/03- :cough:. 08/21/03- the date jon and i got together.
08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
haha, i did nothing this year. i guess realizing who my real friends are.
09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
something.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i guess having a deadly blood disease counts as an illness.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
my car..
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
jon, for loving me even after seeing me at my absolute worst..
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
most people between the months of january and april.
14. Where did most of your money go?
gas.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my new car. my new boyfriend.
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
lots of mindless self indulgence.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
not sitting around, i suppose.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
drinking.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
eating a chez bear.
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
yes..
23. How many one-night stands?
ehm.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
conan
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
not hate. but dislike quite a bit? oh yes.
26. What was the best book you read?
glamorama.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i do not know.
28. What did you want and get?
a boyfriend.
29. What did you want and not get?
people to die.
30. Favorite film of this year?
kill bill, pirates, underworld, finding nemo, lost in translation
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned eighteen. i went and got my hedwig tattoos, and sarah and anthony filled my car with balloons and covered it in streamers. we ate at applebee's. we went to the mall and barnes and noble, i think. then later in the day sarah and i went downtown. then we randomly stopped by neil's house and talked to him for like two hours.
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i do not know.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
casual.
34. What kept you sane?
sane?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
of course my thora.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
iraq.
37. Who do you miss?
matt.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
JON, sarah and anthony.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
trust no one.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
no idea.
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| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
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4:25 pm - eh, what the hell.
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| The Generic Teenager Stereotype | </td>| Do you drink [alcohol]?: | no, i stopped about five months ago, and don't want to start again. | | Do you party a lot? How often?: | i used to party every weekend. now i never do. | | Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: | no. | | How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: | not very often. | | Do you skip classes? How often?: | i never did. i was too scared. | | Do you have casual sex? Protected?: | no. | | Do you steal?: | no. | | Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: | no. | | Do you drool over celebrities?: | just thora birch. | | Do you watch a lot of TV?: | i only watch two shows, and the news. | | Do you ever watch the News?: | yes. | | Do you even care about world issues?: | of course i do. | | Do you read books often?: | yes. | | Are you failing a lot of your classes?: | not in school. | | Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: | with jonathan or alone. | | Do you smoke cigarettes?: | not anymore. | | Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: | just the mall to visit jon. | | Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: | no. | | Do you cuss a lot?: | i say fuck a lot. | | Are you desperate to fit in?: | no. | | Are you intelligent?: | i have a odd way of thinking. so most people think i'm stupid, but i'm really just schizotypal. | | The Goth Stereotype | </td>| Black lipstick?: | no. | | Black eyeliner?: | yes. | | Black eyeshadow?: | when i'm going for that look, i wear gray, not black. | | Black trenchcoat?: | no | | Black boots?: | sometimes. | | Black fishnets?: | yes i have them. | | Black nail polish?: | sometimes | | Cigarettes?: | no more | | Heavy metal music?: | no. | | Marilyn Manson?: | i have been listening to him a lot lately. i do like him. | | Kittie?: | nope. | | Cradle of Filth?: | no. | | Constant frown and perpetual angst?: | no. | | Do you like to be seen as: | seen as what? | | Are you an intellectual?: | i wouldn't say so. | | An atheist?: | yes. | | Horrible home life?: | not at all. | | Hopelessly depressed?: | not usually. | | Suffering with suicidal idealations?: | no. | | Self-mutilation?: | um. | | The Punk Stereotype | </td>| Plaid?: | i have a plaid skirt! | | Big black boots?: | i have those too! | | Mohawk?: | no. | | Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: | just two in each ear. | | Loud, confident and opinionated?: | around certain people. | | Wild hair colors?: | just black now. | | NOFX?: | so horrible. | | Rancid?: | so horrible. | | Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: | eh. | | A: | what? | | The Jock Sterotype | </td>| What's your IQ?: | 165. hard to believe. | | Do you watch a lot of sports?: | no. | | Play a lot of sports?: | no. | | Talk a lot about sports?: | no. | | Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: | yes. | | Are you arrogant?: | yes. | | Are you a male or female whore?: | no. | | Are you homophobic?: | no. | | Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: | no. | | But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: | no. | | Boobs = yes?: | yes, i have them. | | Parties = yes?: | no. | | Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: | no, i work at pet kingdom. woo hoo! | | The Girl Stereotype | </td>| Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: | about 20 minutes a day. | | Have you ever been on a diet?: | yes. | | How much did you lose?: | five pounds. | | Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: | no. | | Make yourself throw up?: | no. | | Make-up?: | yes. | | Low-cut tops?: | sometimes. | | How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: | well my birth control makes them 36d. by the end of my placebo week i'm back down to a 34c for a few days, at least.. | | Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: | no. | | Giggle a lot?: | yes. | | What's the deal with boys?: | my boy is awesome. | | Thongs?: | sometimes. | | Pretty bras?: | i'm fucking pissed at bras currently. | | YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: | sometimes. | | Who's the weaker sex?: | both. | | Are you a feminist?: | no. | | Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: | yes. | | How often do you shave your legs?: | every other day. every two days. something liket hat. | | How about your armpits?: | every day. | | Are you emotional?: | overly. | | Especially when on your period?: | doesn't matter. | | This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] | </td>| Originality or Acceptance?: | originality and acceptance. | | Independence or Companionship?: | companionship. | | Stability or Freedom?: | freedom. | | Personal or Interpersonal?: | personal. | | Introvert or Extrovert?: | introvert. | | Popularity or Isolation?: | isolation. | | Unique or Loved?: | unique and loved. | | Understood or Individual?: | not understood. | | You or Them?: | me. |
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| Thursday, October 9th, 2003
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3:53 pm
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an excerpt from the journal entry audra suggested i make public...
"okay, so fast forward to now. a few days ago i was bored so i went and read her livejournal, and her most recent entry was about someone screwing with her car. i read the comments, and stacy had comment saying that it was probably me, or someone associated with me. i'm apparently also blamed for breaking into her car? okay... so i shrugged that off because it's not like i did it, so why should i have to defend myself?
well i'm at lee's house and he and jon are playing video games... so i'm online, and yes, i go to her journal again. so i read a few entries and comments... and there's this entry that is directed at someone [[it doesn't name who]] and says "you read my journal religiously, let go of the past, stop fucking wiht my car, stop leaving anonymous posts" etc. i read the comments on that, and stacy has replied, and apparently that post is directed at me.
INSANITY! first of all, i hadn't been to her journal since our last little disagreement, which was in march-ish, i suppose. maybe april.
secondly, i would never fuck with someone's car... and if i did, don't you think it would be with the peoples' cars who dented up my suv $4,000 worth? but i wouldn't even do that because i'm not that kind of person.
the fact that she's telling me to let go of the past when i'm getting blamed for these things is outrageous. i'm honestly so flabberghasted, i don't know what to do."
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| Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
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12:58 pm - fly me to the moon.
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outkast is sooo good.
so is msi, which we are seeing at the end of the month! woo hoo!
i missed cursive though, which sucks, but what can ya do?
i filled out all the paperwork for sunstate and whatnot. yay!
i'm honestly very excited about starting. i'll still do my friends' hair for free though, even when i'm certified. you all have been kind enough to allow me to practice on you... it's the least i can do.
luckily i have yet to screw up anyone's hair... it has all turned out very nicely.
i think anyone that feels the need to make snide remarks when i'm around or have a deep deep hatred for me that they feel the need to announce, should leave a comment and explain why, with valid reasoning. not "you're ugly" or nonsense like that. because no one has a reason anymore and everyone like that should leave me alone. i've kept to myself and moved on, so should those of you that do the aformentioned things. so go ahead, let's hear it.
i love jon, still. and his friends are neat too.
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| Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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3:59 pm - lalallallala
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i've been posting a lot in this journal lately. i dunno why, i've just been painfully bored since jon's been working so much. so that means surveys surveys surveys.
i suppose when he's gone seeing his california girlfriend [haha] there will be tons of posts.
by the way, i steal these from the livejournal community called "surveys".
( friend/not friend survey )
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